Aaaww! I can't believe it has been years since I blogged. I have once thought of changing my blog website but when I visited my old blog (which is this one!), I felt so happy to see my old memories and I felt I should continue blogging in the same space. I am trying to regularly do journaling, but this morning I couldn't find my journal so I thought I should share here. How do I feel today? To be honest, I feel so tired mentally. I feel numb, like a robot. I am not motivated with my dissertation work. I am still working, but I don't feel any sparks. Also I got very anxious almost on a daily basis. My anxiety comes to things like "how long can we live and stay in Hawaii?", "when will I graduate?", "if we go home, can B get a good therapy there?", "where will B go to school?" , "I'm not ready to leave Hawaii, I love Hawaii" but then I also got other anxieties such as "but if we live in Hawaii, we don't have enou...
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